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Nov. 12th, 2004 @ 12:06 pm
is anyone going to the camo party at hanging jury tonight?

Oct. 4th, 2004 @ 09:54 am
after work on friday I went over to sara's new house on bev glen to help her paint some rooms. despite the manual labor aspect of it i actually had fun painting, plus we found omar's copy of the new mars volta album and listened to it. it should be out sometime next year and it's really good. much better than deloused was/is to me.

anyway..now i have to figure out if i'm going to go to the event at the argyle tonight. it's kindof rough not having anyone to go to these things with, but living at home is turning me into a total fattie and i just can't keep sitting and festering. all i seem to do is work and sleep lately...so sad!

hopefully david and i will set up a meeting sometime this week and he'll give me some good job ideas. i really need something to start going on.

this year's birthday looks like it will be a total bust, but i guess that's ok because last year's was just way the fuck amazing and i can't hit that level every year, especially when i spend more time with doctors than with friendsters.

Sep. 17th, 2004 @ 01:17 pm
i've spent the past couple months in constant pain and wading in severe depression. there is something so humiliating for me about moving home and my parents are totally oblivious to it. they're happy as can be and i'm stressed and depressed. on top of all this i've been seeing doctors like crazy for my chest pains and nothing's been concluded. furthermore, the doctors i've seen don't seem to realize that i am in constant debilitating pain and seem to have a "buck up" mentality. you know, if i could drive with the confidence that i wouldn't have an attack so bad that i'd veer off the side of the road, I would.

I'm sure what ive got is the same as everyone else who has graduated college. there are too many options and i don't know where to go or what to do. i feel very adrift and abandoned emotionally-speaking...it seems like most of the people i knew have moved, are in relationships that have estranged us, or just simply don't care.

not to unload here, but i'm just having a hard time getting my shit together...and i hate my job

Aug. 13th, 2004 @ 11:31 am
uh..this is the closest thing to curly hair i could get on that damn make-you-own-icon site.

just wait until perms realy come back...then my spiral 1920s mullet will be the biggest thing ever

Aug. 9th, 2004 @ 11:05 am
i now have black curly hair.
Other entries
» hello again!
i am back from europe....missed you all.

stories are forthcoming, including the one about how i slept with someone that looks exactly like olivier martinez:

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i'm graduating

i need a haircut

i need someone to move into this apartment

these last two things may not happen
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seeing the photo ollie posted reminded me about the polaroid scene guy at tokio last week. maybe he's the reason i don't go out.

anyway...here's pictures of the perm:

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oh man....
I just had to fill out a ucla survey for part of a study i'm in and upon being asked to recount how many people i've dated in the last year, I come up with a big 0. (I lied and said 1 on the study though....zero is too depressing). How did this happen? Am I so totaly repulsive? Am I so totally busy?

damn you, survey! i'm taking my $45 to the bar!
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it is completely self-servingly satisfying when the story i edited at two a.m. last night after drinking cheap champagne garnered literal "wow"s from my workshop class.
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